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yesterdaay- american football, GO DIF!!
felt almost like summer... love it!.. ♥
so my cousin is here..
-THATS IT-
well, at least summer's coming, since its starting to be bright outside after 8pm, which makes me really happy ^^
friday was first a confronting afternoon, but later, a sleepover at Han's place :)
i actually dont have any photos, which sucks :( but some ego's maybe? x)
and ofcourse, the quote on my mind right now....
How many of you people out there
Been hurt in some kind of love affair?
And how many times did you swear
That you'd never love again?
How many lonely, sleepless nights?
How many lies, how many fights?
And why would you want to
Put yourself through all of that again?
so weird, but so much fun, loved that..
every single second i wanna text you, why is that so annoying?!
"for something to get right, something must go terribly wrong first."
as you may see, when you read some of the previous things that i've written, something DID go terribly wrong.
But now... will it get right?
or will it get right and after a while get worse?
bt if it would get worse... all i'd have to do is to push the "worse" part away... But will i be able to do that?...
so i'm supposed to be studying, but i feel just so... heavy... i dont know how to explain it, i really just like DONT want to study right now.. TT_TT
been working out, yesterday i was at Buritos' first and then at Andre's.. The evening got a bit ruined because of some shit with the girls family's and stuff :/ but it was still okay ;)*
--- i'll probably be going there this summer... I cant wait for the weather to get warmer....
me..
francais!
BUT it'll be alright x)
now after yesterday's rage attack (followed by an emotionall breakdown) this is whats left from my necklace xD:
well its a good art- picture at least.. x) my pillow is also a bit weird after yesterday, but.. yeah im better 2day as u can see, and i'm probably gonna draw about it, so.. we'll see whaat comes out ^^
and a pic of me:
not in a good mood, as usual... i really need help.. or no, i need that PERSON
we wee meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
all the memmories so close to me just fade awaaay,
all this time you were pretending, so much for my happy ending..
Good to know we had it all, thanks for watching as i fall, and letting me know we were doooone.....
everything, everything that i wanted.
stupid lyrics that are always supposed to be annoying!! :S GOOOSH, im back in school, so im a bit of a retard when it comes to bloggin' as you see... whatever, shorties birthday party was kinda awesome at least:
oh thats just... manly xD
and the only one missing here is hannah :/ but she took the pic, so shes still a part of it ^^
witness
SANDY: wait... DAVID, why were you on a date with my girl lindsday like two weeks ago if you have a girlfriend?
DAVID: what girl lindsday?! i havent even met you.. You see hun' thats why i dont like talking to my ex's!..
NELLY: Haha, im only sitting and laughing right now..
SANDY: yeah, last week when you came to los angeles, i was there with my boyfriend and you were there with my girl... fogot her name maybe? ;) and i can HARDLY call you an ex, we were together 2 weeks an meanwhile you cheated on me, dont you get that girls get hurt??
DAVID: AND WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW ME?? retard, this summer i didnt even know who nelly was, and i dont even know any lindsday!!
NELLY: yeah, why would David cheat on me, he has no reason, just cuz youre jealous and arent over him yet, doesnt mean hell cheat on me!!
SANDY: Nelly you'll see you'll get hurt. And im sorry to tell you this, but i have a boyfriend on my own, im just saying David its sad, what you're doing...
NELLY: go to hell you piece of sh*t, he would never do that, i now understand why he cheated on YOU, but that doesnt mean he'll do it to me!!!!
this is what i am witnessing right now, on facebook. THE THING IS, i know "david" is lying. He even hit on me over chat like a week ago, he was writing stuff like i want to meet you baby, i've missed your lips..
WHAT. TO. DO?!?! seriously i cant even imagine the pain "nelly" will have to go through eventually..
i... feel sooooo sorry for her... SHE IS SO BLIND.... oh my god..
tanning.. (?)
but right after
we were just chilling at her place..
Nothing else actually,
besides that im playing guitar again and my finger tips are....
K.I.L.L.I.N.G me, its hurts so f*cking bad cuz i've played too much D':
and believe me, the pain is not only like... small, its hurts pretty friggin bad ass D:
pretty? yes.. but CAN be painfull :O